so in retrospect my life is really good right now. i mean really good for what it has been in the past though as usual there is a need and a desire for self improvement. sigh.
who would have thought that with age came responsibility and consciousness? sigh.
so there. as a result of my human condition i want more than what i can have as of right now. i want more out of this life than i can even wrap my brain around. i want a degree of happiness that i know i cannot even fathom. i want so much that when i think about it my heart beats a little faster and i can't breathe as well as i should. sigh.
this is my biggest struggle as of now. digesting current happiness while constantly thinking of great joy. what's your greatest struggle?
9 years ago
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My greatest struggle is believing that I deserve my accomplishments. I am constantly surprised when I succeed. Probably because I think that I will never be good enough. Also trying to slow down and live in the present. I am too impatient, I want my future to be happening now.
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