i'm having one of those days. one of those days where i feel like i'm at the verge of tears every second i'm alone. it stinks. it stinks because i don't have anything to be upset about. i have an internship that is going well thus far. i have food. my friends are still amazing. and the cherry on top? it is sunny in rexburgia. cold as all get out, but today we get to see the sun. happiness.
but that said, i was sitting in accounting and my teacher is going on and on about puts and calls and stocks and bonds and percentage rates and present values and payments. while i did catch most of what he said, i couldn't make myself care. i didn't care about any of it. stupid feelings, they've basically never served me well. and now that i think about it, i've never been able to force myself to care about anything. not the trees being cut down. not the dolphins in the tuna cans. not peta. and certainly not the fate of the kardashians, though they are not really worth caring about.
either way, i've got a test to take tomorrow which means i need to be studying not wallowing. soyonara.
9 years ago
2 comments:
I can't tell you how much I can relate with this post! If I were in Rexburgia I would come get you and we would take a half-hour regroup to get a Jamba Juice and some French bread from Albertsons(my Rexburg regrouping tools of choice). You're in my thoughts.
It soon will end my friend and then you will ask yourself why you got worked up about things, in particular... school... Trust me. If you need a break. Call me!! I will rescue you and we can eat at the Taco Bus or go to G's or something.
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