A List of Sorts

now that the school year has started up for me, i have started making lists again. i love making lists; they keep my life organized and productive. so, here is a list of things that i want.

1. satisfaction. i want to be satisfied no matter where or when i am. i want to enjoy the journey everyday. is that even realistic?
2. patience. i have finally come to the realization that i will always be lacking in the patience department. whether it is patience with myself and my journey or with others, the results are the same; i always come up short. i'm working on it though.
3. knowledge. i read this article this week that talked about how learning is a process and how an educated person is one who is continually learning. that is the kind of person that i want to be.
4. connection. recently i've been feeling this barrier between myself and other people. it is a familiar feeling for me; i spent a lot of my time as a teenager trying my best not to connect with people out of fear. but now, i don't know what it is, but i don't feel connected to others.

okay, that's what's on my mind these days; self interest, it happens.