Monday, January 16, 2012

Changes

 context

list of things that have changed....
pictures....
a story of change...

list
address (don't worry still in rexburg)
calling (home-evening coordinator)
ward
over generalization of hipsters
jeans (skinny, don't judge, i'm young and they are cool. practically made for each other.)
hair
nails (they be gold and glittery y'all)

pictures- you know, to keep you interested

apple picking in the fall

reason #3,009 to love chicago, sand castles in the city

reason #4,078

reason # 3,890,non-denominational place of worship beautiful architecture

reason #2,899 giant MM


reason # 590 glass box sears tower

#4,078



before

dramatic-emo-before

dramatic-emo after, navuoo in the background

glare in the glasses, after, rexburg in the background 

story
i started school in idaho in January of 2008. i enrolled as a business management major. in 2010 i realized that i didn't want to be a business major anymore.i began praying about it and trying to figure out what to do and what i should major in. that summer, i was in my first accounting class.

it was difficult work. i had to read and study and practice more than i ever had before. that semester i learned a great deal about learning. i passed the class...barely, but i knew that this was the subject i should study for the rest of my college career. so began the major change process.

after much frustration with offices, student employees, and other bureaucratic nonsense, i was a mess. i couldn't do it. i couldn't come to terms with how much schooling i had left. i couldn't deal. and at the end of the day, i was scared. scared of what it would mean if i couldn't change my major and what it could mean if i did. scared of what i would be required to do. so i put it off...as long as i could.

this christmas break it all came to a head, and a choice had to be made. i was reminded of the wonderful year that i'd had. i remembered all the wonderful experiences (many to be found on this blog) that happened because i decide to "let go and let God" and jump in. so i did. and after practicing that wonderful skill, you know, jumping through hoops, i got it changed. I am scheduled to graduate in December 2012 with a Bachelors of Science in Accounting and a minor*  in Humanities.

i could not be more excited. i'm currently enrolled in four (yeah, that's right, 4) accounting classes. they are challenging,exciting, and life altering for me. the reason they are so exciting though, is that i am learning skills that i will be using in my professional life. speaking of, you wanna know what i want to do?

i dream of working with an organization that offers hope to inner city youth. an organization that teaches youth that there is a big world outside of the difficult world around them. and organization that teaches them the skill of hoping. so, if you know of an organization like this that needs an intern, an accounting intern this spring would you please let me know? thanks.

sincerely,
your humble bean counter

Wednesday, December 28, 2011

Things I'd Like to Try

*please note that the following is a self-indulgent list which you neither have to acknowledge nor  comment on. 


tribal! i want every and anything tribal "give it to me now!"
tribal#tribaltribal.tribaltribal.tribalTribal Print Sweater $229Tribaltribal


i'd like try eye-makeup. eyes wear glasses (please tell me you got that?) so normally i only wear mascara, i think i will try this...
eye makeup

swirly, twirly nails! don't they just look awesome!



high heels...correction HIGH heels.

high heelsChunky heels <3
the end.

Friday, December 23, 2011

Rut to Gratitude

the other day i got stuck in a rut. i started feeling all "woe is me", "my life has been so hard", and "i'm so unhappy". i don't know how common this is for any of you, but it seems to come every now and again for me and i hate it. i'm not saying that i'm a perpetual optimist, but i do believe that life is inherently good and those moments when the sum of my imperfections presents itself are incredibly difficult. so i started listing things that i am grateful for, here are the pictures.




















so what are you grateful for?

Monday, December 12, 2011

Paradise

i'm a huge fan of the Coldplay original. that said, this guy is amazing.




Saturday, December 10, 2011

Update

that last post was written on my birthday. it was a fantastic day. i'm 22 now. remember when you were a little kid and you thought that whatever age you are right now was old? do you still feel that way? that is how i felt about being 22. there is so much that i thought i would have done by this point, but  haven't. i'm not saddened by the thought of it not having been done...a check list, incomplete. i know that i am right where i need to be; improvements and changes to be made in their own time.

i've decided to take a new approach to blogging; less writing, more pictures.
today's theme is Nauvoo, Illinois.

to quote a song a friend wrote "...racing toward a sunset..." 
Mississippi









"Devil went down to Georgia..."


The strength of a leader, of a man, can only take you so far...